plush

i havent really written anything in a while. i actually had written several drafts but havent finished writing any of them so i opted not to publish anything at all. but i might go back to them later as i really love the concept of my "the scorching heat of the sun makes my skin scream SUNSCREEN!" entry (title that i was so fond of i put it on my IM status) and the other one that i've written for the Earth Day.

anyways, it's been a week since i stopped reporting in the office. i finally admitted to myself that i could really not focus on my thesis if i would let my work eat much of time since i couldnt spend less time on work. it requires me at least 9 hours (at workplace) of my 24 precious hours including the breaks and excluding the one-hour travel time. take that 10 hours plus my 6-hour sleep leaves me at least 8 hours for my thesis. thought i could handle it last semester. i should be marching last night with the other graduates of 2008 had i turn in my thesis. i hadnt. i got an INC on my class card instead. my problem now is that i only have a month to complete it so to graduate this summer! definitely, i need to choose. so much for the 'i can manage' ego. i really need to give up one. so bye bye work.

seems like a month has already passed but it's only been a week. my fast paced world suddenly mellowed down and it's not doing me good. i miss the action, my friends at work and my work. guess i have inherited my mom's workaholic genes.

maybe i should just appreciate this luxury of time that i used to dream of possessing. i have more time now for research, thesis writing, visiting the company i'm doing the records management program for, walking around the campus, playing with my cats, bumming around the house, watching the unending tv serries, checking my mails, spending time with old pals, and yes, more time for myself.