one afternoon with gogoo

hahaha, eating sushi at red ribbon :D

gogoo happens to be in manila. it's been months since we last saw each other. i met up with her yesterday to hand her her diploma. with her were her mom (who was my high school english teacher and who just took the recently concluded bar exam. oh no, no pics with tita oline!), Mommy Cool (her grandma who was my health teacher in high school, and yes we call her Mommy Cool) and her cute cousins Ruthie and Sammie. it was a wonderful afternoon.

sunny sunday

watched two movies last night, the forbidden kingdom and the other Boleyn girl on dvd, then downloaded songs (songs that reminds me so much of my high school days). hay. so i did not sleep at all. i hope i can stay up this sunny day. it should be a great day. we found cheewoks around 2am over the fence. thank God it's sunday!

happily ever after: lovefool or lustful?

It might be a fantasy, but I've always believed in one true love. Life is a fairytale. Each lady is born for her gentleman. One day, her path will cross his and they will fall in love with each other at the very moment their eyes first meet. Sure something will happen to spoil their sprouting romance but there will always be a happy ending. That's what I believed in for a quarter of a century now. And I think it's time to end this long and hopeless daydream of true love's first kiss.

Oh well, that dream of true love's first kiss actually died when I realized that I am surrounded by failed relationships. Is love only a fairytale? Is it only a prelude to an unhappy marriage? That's what it seems to me. Or maybe, it is love that gets people through a bad relationship. Can there really be a happy ever after? How would I know? I've never been married nor had a boyfriend.

This site is mainly to guide myself on my quest whether or not to believe in romantic love at all. Everything about and beyond romantic relationships or anything that resembles it will be discussed. I might also add my musings, rants, and poems that I wrote on my other sites.

The saga begins here.

Lei D. Gaga

red and blue

a puddle of blood
where i stood
heart pounding
mind's aching
couldn't decide
if i'll let you in
maybe i'd know the answer
when it stop bleeding

smeared make-ups

my face is still damp with tears
spoke with her
this time without too much arguing
just humbling myself
admitting that i screwed up
asking for yet another chance
and sharing some plans
i made her cry again
but this time with joy
cos she finally heard
what she's been longing to hear
an "i miss you, ma"
from a bitter daughter

fucktard

ive been using the word for months now but i just realized it. and today, ive been saying this word non-stop. fucktard! why lei?

yet another wednesday with jena

movie. arcade. window shopping.

yeah, after hanging out with pam the night before, i went out with jena to watch sisterhood of the traveling pants. wonder why i havent finished what im supposed to do? :P lei grow up haha.

arcade, videoke und kaffee mit pam

tekken6, car race, videoke, mocha frappe and more

sizzling dinner

we all wanted to eat at Mister Kabab but the queue was too long and my brother coudnt wait any longer so we ended up eating at some smaller place, i forgot the name of, but the food was okay naman.

(with ken-ken, junoy, rome)