Fidelity

Regina Spektor - my newest fave musician.. i really like her musik style

suppose i...

moving on is such a struggle for a sentimental person like me. but what if i was able to move on, and then suddenly the past surfaced again and the happy part of the past starts occurring again? should i give it another chance for maybe it could make me happier or should i turn away from it because it might lead to another disaster as it had before? i dunno why i entertained it again. shouldn't we move forward and try to become happier each passing day? shouldnt we leave the past behind? suppose i turn away from it now, would that make me happier? i know only i can answer these questions...i desperately wish i could.

check me out at spaces

http://leiballet.spaces.live.com

and it got worse

cough non-stop, fever, flu, what's next?

Kennen Sie Deutschland?

Start:	Mar 6, '08 4:00p
Location:	PH 400, UP - Diliman

Who said "Niemand hat die Absicht, eine Mauer zu errichten!" (No one has the intention to erect a wall) in an international press conference, two months before the construction of the Berlin Wall started?

a. Walter Ulbricht
b. Wasser Ulbricht
c. Heinrich Ulbricht
d. none of the above

No, we're not gonna ask such question! If you are a UP student and knows things about Germany, then join the 'Kennen Sie Deutschland? an all-about-Germany quiz bee for college students'. Win as much as P3000 worth of prizes. For details and registration, contact Iza at 09214410122 or e-mail us at upgermanclub@gmail.com

note: the questions are in English :)

Red Rider from the Hood

Start:	Mar 7, '08 6:00p
Location:	Hermogenes Ylagan Theatre

A modern take on the Brother's Grimm's Little Red Riding Hood--with a twist. Laugh with us as we see the misadventures of Rebecca (LRRH's great-great-great... to the nth power Granddaughter) as she tries to visit her sick Grandma at the old folks home but instead gets herself involved in a crazy adventure in New York--all because of a mysterious suitcase!

Destination: Germany

Start:	Mar 3, '08
End:	Mar 7, '08
Location:	UP - Diliman

The UP Deutscher Verein (UP German Club), in line with the UP Centennial Celebration, will be re-launching the 'Kennen Sie Deutchland' -- all-about-Germany quiz bee for College Students; staging a play 'Red Rider from the Hood' -- a modern version of the fairytale; and will be hosting a 'Torwandschießwettbewerb' -- a German street sport, on its annual Duetsche Woche or German Week tagged as "Destination: Germany" from March 3 to 7, 2008. For details about the event, visit upgermanclub.multiply.com

Saging Lang ang may Puso

Rating:	★★★★★
Category:	Music
Genre:	Dance & DJ
Artist:	Mark Lapid

very amusing :D

drizzle

oh no, i'm sick :S

moving forward

yes, stop dwelling in the past

In FAIRness with Pammy

UP Sunken Garden on a fair night

the last UP fair as an undegrad :P

(unedited photos uploaded straight from the cam)

happy baduy day!

i dunno why bother celebrate a day when one would spend some fortune for one's special someone to make that one feel more special for just a day.. ahmm, if that someone is really special to that one, then that one should be treated special whole year round, right? and ugh, this day is actually businessmen's day. when do the flowers sell most? and chocolates? and so on.

on the other hand, it's okay that once in a while, more people would pay more attention to  love than loath.

just in time

another excerp from Hale Dwoskin :)

Have you ever started a project really gung ho and lost enthusiasm somewhere in the middle? That's resistance. Resistance is quite insidious. It's one of the main things that stop us from having, doing, and being what we want in life.

In fact, we resist even the things we really like, the things we care about. Sometimes you can't even get yourself to go to the movies when you want to go because resistance comes up.
And if someone tells you to do something, that's a sure-fired way resistance is going to come up even if you want to do it. I remember as a child growing up I used to hate when my mother would tell me to do something that I wanted to do because then I didn't want to do it anymore. When someone tells you that you should do something or you have to do something, what do you feel inside? "No way! Don't tell me what to do!"

The same thing happens when you tell yourself what to do. If you say to yourself, "You have to stop smoking," what happens? "Oh, yeah?" Or, "You'd better not eat this anymore." You may eat even more. That's just the nature of the mind. It just doesn't like being told what to do. So resistance is operating all the time because we live in a sea of "shoulds" and "have to's" and "must do's" and imperatives. Any time there is an imperative it stirs up resistance.

Resistance manifests in many different ways, some subtle, such as forgetting things that are important to you. Or you'll just find yourself gradually moving away from things that are really helpful. Does this sound familiar? You're doing great and you're really enjoying something; you just think it's the best thing since sliced bread. And then three months later you're back to your old ways and you're bummed about yourself for it.

What happened? You hit resistance.

Resistance happens all the time in life. And sometimes it's extreme, such as not wanting to get out of bed in the morning. Any time you feel like you have to, or you should do something, or you must do it, you're hitting resistance. This is because the "should" creates an opposing force equal to or greater than the force that you're exerting when you're trying to get something to happen.

Allow yourself to start noticing where resistance manifests in your life and then, rather than resisting it, let yourself to do something about it.

your wish is my command

did i say that life is a constant struggle? erase erase erase

if life is what we make it, and i would say life is a constant struggle, therefore it´s only me who makes my life a constant struggle. ugh

now i would say, life is a constant bliss. it is a beautiful experience brought about by the deep passion for joy and love and happy thoughts =)

oh well

life seems to be a constant struggle :S

and then

yes, after a blissful day came a challenging one. it was so overwhelming that it made me so dizzy that i wanna puke even though i ate nothing for several hours na. can't we really stay happy longer than the usual?

shower me sunshine

dunno why this day's so surprisingly beautiful. after those depressing days (which seemed so eternal) came sunshine. the weather the whole day's mostly balmy. ate lunch out with my family (which we seldom do lately).