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reminiscences of senescence

my heart starts jumping
as i stop breathing.
thoughts of you begin
playing
in my memory.
when was the last time
i ended our story?

then i close my eyes,
your face comes alive.
but i couldn't remember
the color
of your eyes. only the ardent passion
whenever they meet mine
stripping
me naked, exposing
my soul.
oh so cruel.

did i ever cross your mind
as often as you cross mine?
i wonder if you ever felt the same intense
feeling whenever i return the glance.
yes, i know it's been quite a while.
we live our lives miles
apart.
i just couldn't help myself from
wondering
if our story really ended
so soon
or if it ever really happened.

march courageously

take the first step

ask

then focus on what you want

believe

unwavering faith is what you need

until you receive whatever it is that you asked for

so always be grateful

you now know my secret

nightmare

i was trapped in a realm

where sadness prevails.

dark is everywhere.

nobody would ever listen.

no one would even care.

2013 blues

drowning in solitude
my heart pumps bitterly
as my feet takes me back
to where it all began.
am i  ready to face it?
can i really let it all go?
my bleeding mind couldn't think straight.
my eyes are clouded by pain.
it would only take one more step
to ditch my soul into limbo.