i need a formal dress!

after more than 20 shops/boutiques, few malls, hours of walking, i still couldnt find the perfect dress to wear to the wedding on the 23rd :( i need something formal that has sleeves. help?

lantern parade finale - fireworks display

lantern parade

my last lantern parade as a student :D
more pics to upload

looking for a bloody red or burgundy bolero

ive been trying to browse sites but still couldnt find what im looking for. if you are selling this stuff, please pm me asap. thanks. i need that bolero on the 23rd! =D

cosmo body

i said i would never go on a diet again. ever. i tried almost everything and would always end up gaining more weight instead after a month or two of enjoying the fruit of a successful diet plan. well, months ago, after quiting my job (i gained so much weight because i eat a lot when im stressed) i also quit dieting. i figured that the more i think of losing weight, the more i actually gain weight.

so i stopped thinking about losing weight and started binging on food until i grew tired of eating. i developed a bad eating habit. i became a moody eater (not a picky one). i eat whenever i feel like eating (which is the usual case =D) and i dont eat when i dont feel like eating. no restrictions on what to eat. mostly, i eat what i crave for. also, i sleep a lot these days. i feel fat and bloated but people kept on asking on what i did to lose weight.

a week ago, i received an offline message from a childhood friend asking me if im available on december 23. i said yes. i almost freaked out on her reply a few days later. she's getting married! oh no, a wedding! events make me feel fat. i panicked. i still have few more days though. my aunt, who's a health buff, is trying a new diet pill called cosmo body. she said, unlike the other diet pills she used to drink, the cosmo body pills does not give her head aches, body aches it just make her perspire more than the usual. also, she never experienced palpitation.

after days of thinking and boxes of pizza and liters of sodas, i finally bought a bottle of cosmo body. it said only one pill a day but i drank 2 this morning. crash diet eh? my aunt said that in the forum (she always visit health buff forums), some of the girls suggest that two pills a day is better than only one pill, especially for those who have no time for exercise. i still feel nothing as im writing this blog. oh well, i just hope i lose more weight before dec 23. and oh weddings, im getting older!

(on the picture above: the pills and the photo of my best friend's wedding where i was really fat! see i cropped the pic haha)

crazy for marzee

one of the many songs she played last night that i was able to capture before my battery went off

the night i discovered marzee's talent

marzee is my cousin eunice's 6-year-old daughter. every new year, we would have family reunion and they always bring marzee with them. we've always known she's a brilliant child but we never knew about her gift until last night. we (i, my brother, and other cousins) hung out at their place last night. marzee told me that she wanted me to listen to her play the guitar. i was like "oh ok" but when she started strumming the guitar, i grabbed my phone and asked her to play again. watch out for the part where she did a good plucking! (the video is kinda dark and the sound's not that clear because i used my phone to record it.)