spring

it's been a while since i last wrote here. mostly, i wrote out of dismay, frustration, anger. venting out all the negativities as if writing about them would lift them out of my system. well, it somehow worked. ive chanced upon this "law of attraction" and tried practicing it for sometime now. it was awesome. working things out for me.

yesterday, i was deflored. (couldnt find a better term). i didnt plan to give it up that easy but i think somewhere in my being was asking for it. and so i got it. now, im kinda scared of anything that would sprout from it. but im also scared to end this blooming affair too soon.