successful cloud seeding?

For the past two days, i'd seen/heard alarming news about drought in the northern Luzon and the inverted weather pattern our country has been experiencing. And for the past days, i've been experiencing weird physical (for lack of words) troubles which might've been brought about by this weird weather that we have now. Weird phenomenon because for one, i'm not in the sickly type of person. And most of my close acquaintances couldnt believe that i can get sick too. Second, it's reccurring. Never had i been sick that often. And oh, it's not about that break-up. Emotionally, i think i'm kinda strong. I'm getting over it. I really am (fingers crossed). It was also my choice. I gotta admit i've been hurt badly by it coz if i had a choice, i wouldnt allow it to happen, but i hadnt. And i'm not blaming it for all the troubles that struck me. It might've contributed but i am more raging at the weird weather that has been bugging me for weeks now. I have several responsibilities to attend to and i fail at some because physically, i'm not capable (yeah, felt like a handicap). And really, even i coudnt believe how often i had been not feeling physically well. I wanna do more. I dont want to miss any class and deadline and tupad too. And this weather is a big distraction to me. It makes me unproductive. And there you go again, it was blazing hot this morning and then, lo and behold--it rained this afternoon, and it really poured. Imagine how wet i got commuting from the tutorial center to my aunt's, which made me a little dizzy up to now. The cloud seeding they did was quite successful. I just hope the rain also reached the cracking soils of northern Luzon farms. And why am i blaming the weird weather? It's just one of the effects of global warming. And i should admit that i also contribute to global warming. And that had just reminded me of the approaching Envi Sci exam. Waaaaahhhh. I need a break. Oh i just had, didnt i? Another waaaah. I should end this nonesense now. I just wanna write again. And i hope i can write better and just do that more often rather than waste my time moping around, thinking about all the things i should do.